{"id":349,"date":"2017-07-01T15:02:33","date_gmt":"2017-07-01T13:02:33","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.canyoutrust.me\/?p=349"},"modified":"2017-07-01T15:02:33","modified_gmt":"2017-07-01T13:02:33","slug":"all-alone","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.canyoutrust.me\/index.php\/en\/2017\/07\/01\/all-alone\/","title":{"rendered":"All alone"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I\u2019m older than most students in my college cause I already did different studies\/jobs\/things in my life. It\u2019s a strength, without that experiences I would not be who I am today. The younger people around me think that I wasted my time and failed my life.<\/p>\n<p>I must be stupid, cause I never wanted to study medicine before I got sick?<\/p>\n<p>The other day, in class, we learned different types of epilepsy and we watched movies of patients. Some students was uncomfortable, me included.<br \/>\nBut a lot of them was laughing.<br \/>\nIt wasn\u2019t awkward, it was just nasty.<\/p>\n<p><strong>Do you want to be a doctor to HELP people?<\/strong><br \/>\nCause that\u2019s what we need.<\/p>\n<p>I\u2019m sitting right next to you, asking myself if my body will survive my next treatment, if I could still walk, read or write in the coming years or months. If I finaly found a good doctor, I think I did actually. But I feel sad for the hundreds of patients who don\u2019t have the courage to leave them and maintain bad doctors unwittingly.<\/p>\n<p><strong>None of this makes sense, none of this is fair.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>And you.<\/p>\n<p><em>Small future doctors.<\/em><\/p>\n<p>Right next to me.<\/p>\n<p>You laugh at epilepsy.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I\u2019m older than most students in my college cause I already did different studies\/jobs\/things in my life. It\u2019s a strength, without that experiences I would not be who I am today. The younger people around me think that I wasted my time and failed my life. I must be stupid, cause I never wanted to [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[30],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.canyoutrust.me\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/349"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.canyoutrust.me\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.canyoutrust.me\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.canyoutrust.me\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.canyoutrust.me\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=349"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/www.canyoutrust.me\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/349\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":350,"href":"https:\/\/www.canyoutrust.me\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/349\/revisions\/350"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.canyoutrust.me\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=349"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.canyoutrust.me\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=349"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.canyoutrust.me\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=349"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}